Okay people, here's the new sitch:
I'm dropping out the MA
I'm having sex with a good friend and I'm feeling markedly better about the world
I'm off to Costa Rica in 3 hours for a 10 day retreat with Rachel Brice (most amazing belly dancer in the world right now).

I will be back with stories, trust me.

My internet at home has been down since Saturday. This is day 5 people. I'm not sure if I'm going to make it much longer. If you never hear from me again, you'll know I've taken my own life due to depression caused by internet porn withdrawal.